The gift of Amygdalæna

The gift of Amygdalæna serves as a journey of the self-rediscovery and acceptance. She delves on desperations, anger, the feeling of lost, the struggle to believe and the yearn to connect which ultimately probes on dark ideation. Albeit she dominantly copes with gloomy nature, one cannot ignore the essential message scattered all over, it's also about hope, the wonders and wishes of life to look forward, the lessons learned and the celebration of love that has withstand throughout the darkest times. It is puzzled between the semantics, the vocabularies and her morphologies. Astray with experimentations of word play and neology that recounts the shattering state of human mind in their darkest times yet also depicts the efforts to collect, appreciate and value every emotional shard that have ever splintered through the pores of the heart. The nature of the psyche encompasses all of the darkened, the shined and even the little gaps among them hence she could be felt transitional and even turbulent but then again this is exactly what her gift meant, the sincere and outright portrayal of everything in between. Suffering is inevitable but beauty is a choice, in the end we will see there's meaning in it and there's always grace in meaning. "If you stayed long enough in darkness, your will adapt and know the light was never absent, a faint of glimmer is enough to pull you through." **Content warning** Reader's discretion is advised as it may be harmful and traumatizing to some audience which few of the writings contained depictions of suicide ideation and self-harm.