Actually

"Actually" tells the striking story of a man whose old wound etched into his heart years ago begins to bleed again in adulthood. Marriage, loyalty, the shadows of the past, and the ghost of a first love… All meet in a single question: "How many times can a person truly fall in love?" Atakan is a man with a happy family, a loving wife, and a little daughter. But one morning, a dream brings a long-buried name back to the surface Defne. A childhood love, an unfinished story, a chapter that was never closed… As the days pass, Atakan opens a dangerous door both in his memory and in his life. The innocent affection left behind in his childhood begins to turn into a much darker attraction in the present. One part of him is devoted to his marriage, his family, and the life he has built… While the other part falls once again into the fire of a feeling he has suppressed for years. "Actually" takes readers into the darkest cracks of the human soul; ? psychologically intense ? rich in inner monologue ? filled with realistic relationship conflicts ? a modern love drama novel. This story slowly carves itself into the reader's heart… It portrays a man trapped between two worlds, a woman whose words have remained unspoken for years, and the storm stirred by the question: "What is right? Or is it where the heart beats?" Love is sometimes a memory. Sometimes a ghost. And sometimes a person's greatest trial. Atakan's story offers a deep inner journey, emotional collapse, and a breath-stealing tension. This novel speaks to those who never forget their first love, who feel the weight of marriage, and who believe that fate can reach out and find a person even years later.