But God, I Don't Feel Like Forgiving

You keep saying, "But God, I don't feel like forgiving." What if that feeling is not the final word but the beginning of a fight—one that asks more of you than courage alone? Christina Garza draws you into that battle with urgent clarity, showing that forgiveness is not an instant emotion but a disciplined, repeated choice that requires a Wound-Dresser greater than your pain. Through raw, scriptural storytelling—from the pit and palace the story of Joseph to the moment Jesus stares down a crowd ready to stone—Garza exposes the real stakes of holding on and the surprising power released when we let go. She traces how favor follows obedience, how mercy disarms accusation, and how choosing forgiveness can reroute a life that seemed destined for bitterness. This is not sentimental advice. It is wound care: steady, practical, sometimes painful, but designed to heal. Garza hands you the tools—Scripture, steady practices, and hard-earned wisdom—to refuse revenge, to return again and again to the choice of mercy, and to live until the scab finally falls away. If you are ready to stop letting the past define you, open this book and begin the work of being made whole.